He is making perfect sense out of a perfectly senseless, messed up life!

Friday, June 3, 2011

A Pinball or not? "IN THE FACE OF IMPOSSIBILITIES" - Commentary & devotional share

     I get this devotional from David Wilkerson Ministries every morning and God speaks to me so much through them that I read them almost every day and share them in the Notes section on Facebook but God spoke to me so strongly through this one and I believe I’m supposed to share it with all of you.

     Lately my life has been turned upside down but also I finally got it all surrendered to Him and now I’ve had a couple of days of pure joy. To explain a little: I was ill last week, then I lost a crown before even feeling totally better. The combination of it all along with me being at home alone most days for more than a week, even with my husband going to Tampa without me for the weekend and on and on, had left me in a real slump. I’m always still praising and thanking the Lord (never go that far away – all praise and glory to Him) but I, too, am human. I’ve got a past history of wanting to just keep isolating myself and going into a raging fit like a lunatic, slamming doors & yelling until I finally give up and give it all to Him. (Thank the Lord it seems that anymore when I have these spells of weakness He seems to keep everyone away….oh am I thankful). Well, while reading this devotional, I had a vision in my mind’s eye of a pinball machine. Please think of this while reading this devotional and comment to me, if you will, please:

IN THE FACE OF IMPOSSIBILITIES


“Being not weak in faith, (Abraham) considered not his own body now dead, when he was about an hundred years old, neither yet the deadness of Sarah’s womb” (Romans 4:19).


The essence of true faith is found in this single verse. God had just promised Abraham he would have a son, one who would become the seed of many nations.  Remarkably, Abraham didn’t flinch at this promise, even though he was well past the age of siring children. Instead, when Abraham received this word from the Lord, we’re told he “considered not his own body now dead (nor)…the deadness of Sarah’s womb.”


To the natural mind, it was impossible for this promise to be fulfilled. But Abraham didn’t dwell on any such impossibility. According to Paul, the patriarch gave no thought to how God would keep his promise. He didn’t reason with God, “But, Lord, I have no seed to plant. And Sarah has no life in her womb to conceive. My wife is past the ability to bear children. So, how will you do it, Lord?” Instead of entertaining such questions, Abraham simply “considered not.”

The fact is, when God is at work producing a faith that is tried and better than gold, he first puts a sentence of death on all human resources.  He closes the door to all human reasoning, bypassing every means of a rational deliverance.

The faith that pleases God is born in a place of deadness.  I’m speaking here of the deadness of all human possibilities.  It is a place where man-made plans flourish at first and then die.  It is a place where human hopes bring temporary relief but soon crash, adding to a sense of helplessness.  Have you been at this place of deadness?  Has it seemed you have no options left?  You can’t call someone to advise you.  The heavens are like brass when you pray, your requests falling to the ground.

I declare to you, this is God at work. His Spirit is working to get you to stop considering the impossibilities—to stop looking to human ways and means—to stop trying to think your way out of your situation. The Holy Ghost is urging you,
“Quit hunting for help from some man. And quit focusing on how hopeless you think your situation is. Those are hindrances to your faith.”
by David Wilkerson




May God bless you through my writing. If He has especially touched you in any way, please leave a comment below. Your comments are so very encouraging to me to help me to keep writing. Also, click on the “Uptweet” button on the above right and share! I pray you will keep coming back. I fully believe that my writing is by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so if I am writing, there is someone that needs to read it! Maybe it’s you? Also, please be sure to share any questions you might have with me and if you would like to keep them personal (just between you and me) please don’t hesitate to e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com. If I don’t know how to answer you, I will may every attempt to refer you to someone for more information. Thanks and may God bless all your days!

Monday, May 16, 2011

His Way is Perfect

*"As for God, His way is perfect!" Psalm 18:30

Back when I rededicated my life to the Lord in 1988, I was truly done with this world! I’d had it! My own decisions put me in all kinds of precarious positions by now and this time even included prison. I’d even tried suicide four times without succeeding along with the life I was leading that was just a slower form of suicide. But, I knew life was over as I knew it after this arrest for selling LSD and my depression worsened. I’d had a history of depression for as long as I could remember so why not check out? But, through a friend sharing God’s word with me, I found hope! I learned that God had a plan for my life but I needed to leave things up to Him! Which I did and now after nearly 23 years of doing so I can tell you that the worst time in my life has turned into one of the best times in my life because I found Him, let Him take over and He turned my sorrow into joy! There are truly no words to thank Him enough for: Psalm 4:8 “At day's end I'm ready for sound sleep. For you, God, have put my life back together.” 

Yesterday a friend shared this devotional called “Let God Choose” from dayspring.com and written by Roy Lessin. I thought it so fit this time in my life that I shared it with my husband as an example of why I’m constantly running to God in prayer! “Let God choose for you, it will be the right decision. Let God guide you, it will be the right direction. Let God plan for you, it will be in the right timing. Let God measure for you, it will be the right portion. Let God help you, it will be the right care. Let God instruct you, it will be the right teaching. Let God prepare you, it will be the right training. Let God counsel you, it will be the right perspective. Let God Fight for you, it will be the right outcome. Let God work in you, it will be the right result.” And, after all this time I’ve truly proven all of this to be right. In nearly 23 years I can honestly say that there isn’t even one thing that He hasn’t proven to be right when left up to Him! 

Romans 8:26-28 (The Message) "Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God's Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don't know how or what to pray, it doesn't matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That's why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good."

Once, again, this is very heavy music but it is what has been playing in my mind the whole way through writing this: Red “Breathe into Me”.



Breathe into Me lyrics:
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from youAnd this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me
Breathe your life into me
I can feel you
I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the groundAnd this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away
Breathe your life into me
I can feel youI'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me


Breathe your life into me
I can feel youI'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I'm falling, falling
Breathe into me

Breathe your life into me!
I'm falling, falling fasterBreathe your life into me!
falling, falling, falling
Breathe into me 
written by Jasen Rauch, Anthony Armstrong, Rob Graves, and Jason McArthur 

May God bless you through my writing. If He has especially touched you in any way, please leave a comment below. Your comments are so very encouraging to me to help me to keep writing. Also, click on the “Uptweet” button on the above right and share! I pray you will keep coming back. I fully believe that my writing is by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so if I am writing, there is someone that needs to read it! Maybe it’s you? Also, please be sure to share any questions you might have with me and if you would like to keep them personal (just between you and me) please don’t hesitate to e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com. If I don’t know how to answer you, I will may every attempt to refer you to someone for more information. Thanks and may God bless all your days!

Thursday, April 28, 2011

SHARE & ONGOING PRAYER REQUEST!

     I sent out the following share and prayer request this morning to some friends of mine and wanted to also share this with my blog followers, etc... since I love and cherish you all so much!

     "Good Morning! This morning I got the cart before the horse, so to speak, and started working on a project on my computer and then realized I’d forgotten to do the most important thing – seek God in prayer and ask for agreement and prayer support in this endeavor. Wow…how absolutely stupid of me! So, here I am to explain and ask for some prayer support! Much love to you all & thank you for reading my share & request!

     To explain, first of all I don’t know if all of you know what I do. I not only minister to many others on Facebook but I also have an Etsy.com shop where I sell my art and some vintage items also. And, I also sell on E-Bay. I have been doing this on and off since about 2004 but now I believe that God has been leading me in a direction to sell more and more (my art, vintage items, etc…) for a couple of years now and I thoroughly enjoy doing this. Now, I am seeing that it not only helps us some financially but it is also an outlet to share Jesus with others. Being my point, up until now I have not had the means to share the Lord with others as much as I’d like. I believe that more recently the Lord has touched my heart to reach out in a more significant means. I am now working on designing a small 2 part booklet to not only thank the buyers for their purchase(s) and ongoing support (as I now have some repeat buyers) but also to share a short writing (not sure exactly what as yet) and a prayer for salvation. I know the front of it will be a smaller spiritually oriented artwork by me.

     Along with all of this, Joe and I are both involved in projects to promote and glorify our Lord through the internet, websites, blogs, etc… (And I’m ecstatic) Joe is venturing to reach out to others to save through couponing to be able to give more to others. And, I am finally soon working on a website with whatever the Lord shows me. I believe you all know that He is my master and I more often feel like I’m just along for the ride! So, His will be done in all of this.

     All of this not only involves our intellect and the means of computer access but also our home to be accessible in an organized means to orchestrate these projects which can mean getting rid of even more than I have in the past few months to make room in our small house.

      So, I would fully appreciate your prayer support in all of this, if you would be willing to give it! I’m excited and see our household finally moving in a more appropriate direction for we who are God’s advocates! Ongoing prayer support is also needed and I would appreciate a response from any of you who are willing to help out in this area!

     Thanks and may you all have an amazingly blessed week and weekend!"

I'd love to hear from you if you are commited to praying for my family and our outreach - please comment below and if you'd like to receive updates, please e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com
May God bless you through my writing. If He has especially touched you in any way, please leave a comment below. Your comments are so very encouraging to me to help me to keep writing. Also, click on the “Uptweet” button on the above right and share!  I pray you will keep coming back. I fully believe that my writing is by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so if I am writing, there is someone that needs to read it! Maybe it’s you? Also, please be sure to share any questions you might have with me and if you would like to keep them personal (just between you and me) please don’t hesitate to e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com. If I don’t know how to answer you, I will may every attempt to refer you to someone for more information. Thanks and may God bless all your days!
Video share - all the time I have been writing this, this song has been playing in my mind.  I hope you enjoy it as much as I do!