He is making perfect sense out of a perfectly senseless, messed up life!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Facebook Break Plus


Happy Wednesday and day before Valentine’s day. I am here to share with you that I will be taking a break from Facebook as of the end of today. Now, in realizing that Valentine’s day is tomorrow I see how appropriate this is because this is being done out my commitment and love for God. I posted this on Facebook:

“Hello FB friends, this is to let you know that today is my last day on Facebook for a time. Not gone for good but need to take a full break for awhile! I need to spend less time on here and this is the only way I can see (with God's help) to break this crazy habit! Won't be gone for good...taking it one day at a time. If you need to contact me, please find my e-mail address in the about on my wall or message me, I have a separate app for that. Just please understand that I need this time it is nothing against any of you! It has been a commitment of mine for 2013 to let God reorganize my life so this is a part of it. Love you all! Will miss you! Talk at you when I return!

My ART is still for sale! If you'd like to make a purchase and/or have questions please check out the photo albums on my page and/or message me through it. I also have a separate app. for that! https://www.facebook.com/SomethingbyJuliana?cropsuccess

Praying for a very freeing, constructive break! God bless you all! XOXOXOXO”

Not sure if I will be inspired to write in this blog during this time or not. I am leaving this in God’s hands. I have, though, had some recent inspiration for writing that I believe I am supposed to share today.

 I still haven’t come to a full realization of why God has seemingly been interjecting certain things into my life lately. Maybe it is just that I am to share with others. Saturday morning I woke up with a song going through my mind. I had to run to find it so I could hear it. It’s called “You are Loved” by Wynona Judd and is on a soundtrack album for Touched by an angel. To explain a little further, this song reminds me of my Daddy in his promotion to glory 10/16/2001. It makes me cry.


He and I were very close despite his seeming anger issues when I was a little girl. But, somewhere around my 10th birthday he started to drink heavily and our relationship changed totally. I don’t wish to dwell on this so I’ll just say that God healed our relationship immensely. When I was 27 he sobered up. Then I did when I was 28. We were finally able to civilly talk to one another again. And it wasn’t long before he was my daddy again. They say that when you are healed of much you are that much more thankful. That was my daddy and I! I can only remember one tiny argument the rest of our years together (13).

To show you in a much more meaningful way, when he was in his last few days, I shared a Touched by an angel episode with him (Psalm 151) if you have the chance to watch it please do as it is my favorite. He cried. This episode is truly a bitter sweet episode about a little boy who is ill and ends up dying from Cystic Fibrosis. My daddy also died with breathing difficulty (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease). The following weekend he had a massive heart attack and we called 911 for him the following morning (once he would finally share what happened).

I was the person who was at the hospital the most for the following nearly 2 days until he died. To make a long story short, my one brother had finally arrived on Monday night from out of town and I could finally go home. I said good-bye to him 3 times because I knew in my heart that I wouldn’t see him alive again. The following morning we got the call as I stared at the phone from our bed. When we got to the hospital we met the nurse who had been caring for him. She was an overweight lady with dark hair who looked quite similar to me. When we told her my name was Julie she nearly passed out since this was her name. My dad had been heavily sedated on machines and we all knew that he more than likely thought that I was still there with him. God had given us both what we needed!

My dad and I had a volatile relationship for 18 years of our lives but you can clearly see the major healing that God performed. I look forward to being with both my parents in heaven someday.



Touched by an Angel - Psalm 151 Full Episode
 May God bless you through my writing. If He has especially touched you in any way, please leave a comment below. Your comments are so very encouraging to me to help me to keep writing. Also, click on the “Uptweet” button on the above right and share! I pray you will keep coming back. I fully believe that my writing is by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so if I am writing, there is someone that needs to read it! Maybe it’s you? Also, please be sure to share any questions you might have with me and if you would like to keep them personal (just between you and me) please don’t hesitate to e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com. If I don’t know how to answer you, I will may every attempt to refer you to someone for more information. Thanks and may God bless all your days!

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Blog/Book Update

Grace to you and peace from God the Father and our Lord Jesus Christ!  I've been going about my time for the last couple of days on and off thinking about something I could share with you all since I've seemingly been neglecting this blog for some time. I've been working on a longer writing to be included in Book 2 and I realized that I should share the beginning of it. By the way, this next book is being called "A Mosaic of Me", will have a cover designed by me and will also be a little different as far as the normal compilation of a book goes. I think God is doing that to illuminate the fact that I fully appreciate the fact that He made us all to be unique individuals.
**1 Cor. 12:12-31 "For as the body is one and has many members, but all the members of that one body, being many, are one body, so also is Christ. For by one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, whether slaves or free—and have all been made to drink into one Spirit. For in fact the body is not one member but many.

If the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I am not of the body,” is it therefore not of the body? And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I am not of the body,” is it therefore not of the body? If the whole body were an eye, where would be the hearing? If the whole were hearing, where would be the smelling? But now God has set the members, each one of them, in the body just as He pleased. And if they were all one member, where would the body be?

But now indeed there are many members, yet one body. 2And the eye cannot say to the hand, “I have no need of you”; nor again the head to the feet, “I have no need of you.” No, much rather, those members of the body which seem to be weaker are necessary. And those members of the body which we think to be less honorable, on these we bestow greater honor; and our unpresentable parts have greater modesty, but our presentable parts have no need. But God composed the body, having given greater honor to that part which lacks it, that there should be no schism in the body, but that the members should have the same care for one another. And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; or if one member is honored, all the members rejoice with it.

Now you are the body of Christ, and members individually. And God has appointed these in the church: first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, after that miracles, then gifts of healings, helps, administrations, varieties of tongues. Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Are all workers of miracles? Do all have gifts of healings? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret? But earnestly desire the best gifts. And yet I show you a more excellent way."

"A Mosaic of Me - excerpt or teaser?

THE COMMITMENT – 2013

2012 was a hard year for me. Probably the hardest since I got out of bed from the CNSV (Central Nervous System Vasculitis) in 2003. The year started out pretty good but then the horrendous fall on June 2nd (my birthday of all days) just slammed me to the ground along with all thoughts of moving forward during 2012. We’d had a 3 hour lunch with friends, thoroughly relaxing while slowly getting our fill from the salad buffet. The restaurant employees had just sang Happy Birthday to me. But I don’t want to talk about this. I’ve just learned to move on, “FORWARD” so I am putting it behind. Almost 6 months of recovery and still doing exercises but for the most part it’s over.

It was almost New Years and if I’d learned anything in 2012 it was that house cleaning wasn’t as important as many other things in my life. Taking care of myself and my relationship with the Lord are definitely more important, and I knew that God was letting me be nudged (once again) into submission. You do know that everything happens for a reason, right?

**Romans 8:28 “And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.”
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May God bless you through my writing. If He has especially touched you in any way, please leave a comment below. Your comments are so very encouraging to me to help me to keep writing. Also, click on the “Uptweet” button on the above right and share! I pray you will keep coming back. I fully believe that my writing is by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit so if I am writing, there is someone that needs to read it! Maybe it’s you? Also, please be sure to share any questions you might have with me and if you would like to keep them personal (just between you and me) please don’t hesitate to e-mail me at juliana.pace@gmail.com. If I don’t know how to answer you, I will may every attempt to refer you to someone for more information. Thanks and may God bless all your days!